Feb 2013
What a great
month!
I do not know
what happen to my heart
I do not know
why I feel lonely
I do not
understand how I can feel that I lost someone
I do not know
at all.
Every time he
came to my boarding house
Every time he
greets me
Every time we
meet
I feel a pain
in the deep of my heart
A pain that come
because I realize from the beginning
Whose girl he
likes
Then, there is another
boy who makes gloomy nights
Every time I
see him with her
Every time I
realize that we do not as close as before
Every day I
feel he avoids me, ignores me.
There is a gap
between us
Did I do a
mistake?
Did I hurt him?
Or is it
because there is another one who understands him better than me?
That lovable
girl.
Now I do not
know how to reveal this thing
I just try my
best to make myself relax
Make my days
cheerful
Make my times
as happy as before
Before I meet
the two boys
And before I
belong to my ex-boy,
How come this
happen to me?
I hate, I am
tired
But I miss, I
am jealous
This is about
my ex-boy.
Once I cried
But my tears
came out more and more
It was because
of my memories of my ex,
It was not
because of this uncomfortable feeling
But, why?
Again, I do not
understand.
I know my ex-boy
is not the best for me
And of course I
myself am not the good one for him
My logic tell
me that I am not match with him
Even now he
forgets me
Oh really, I
hate this complicated feeling which I cannot understand.
This is my
heart, my own heart
But why I still
do not recognize what actually my heart says
I do love my ex-boy
But I miss the
one who make my nights gloomy
And I like the
young one who makes me feel the pain.
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